Lately I have been so overwhelmed with life. I don't even know which way is up. Which has a lot to do with my lack of posting on here. I have half written post so many times. But never finish them. Blogging is my last priority right now. At the end of the day the last thing I want to do is sit down and write anything.
So much has happened within in the 4 weeks. I mean seriously my life has completely changed so quickly that I just don't hardly recognize myself anymore. I can't find my true self and that is scary and not fun. I need to slow down and find her again. What has me going to crazy you ask?
I started 2 new jobs.
I started grad school.
I moved into a new apartment.
I adopted a kitten.
Seriously what was I thinking doing all of these major life changes all at one time? Its overwhelming and I am struggling. I don't feel like I am giving any aspect of my life the amount of time it really needs to prosper. My focus isn't 100% on grad school or work. Two VERY important things.
I know I will get better at all of this. I know I will be able to balance everything soon. I am working hard on finding my routine. I need some monotony in my life right now. If I find that then I know I will find me again.
So friends bear with me while I go through this transition. I have faith I will come out on the other side so much stronger and so much better. I have amazing people in my life right now and with them I know I will look back on this and laugh:)